Time to rest

I’m feeling rather exhausted- not surprising since haven’t fully recovered. E gave me a whole package of cough syrup and lozenges, super sweet to find that in my locker when I got to work. Someone got flowers at work. I wish I had flowers too.
 
Going to rent costume in 2 hours time. My [...]

Best I ever had

Been sick and crying all the time. Stupid bitch.
 
I hate work nowadays.

They are not sweet.

Walk with me, maybe 4 years back. I was a typical girl who liked sweets like everyone. Ice cream and chocolate. If you know me today, I hate them. Actually I have a fear of sweets. Because back then I was a girl who liked sweets… and had a problem with food. I binged and [...]

Insomniac

Mr C I have been talking to you too much on msn till your nick rubs off me. It’s 4am and I can’t sleep. Cries. Anyway was looking at JAL… CAN ANYONE TELL ME…
The deadline is 28 Oct. Today is the 28. They state no later than 28. So can I still submit by today? [...]

Dreams on hold

I just received an email, and I knew I wasn’t 21 years old yet but I thought they could may be miscalculate it or like, go according to my chinese age or something.
Sigh all the checklist can be thrown away already…
Can’t run away, suddenly feel so… dashed.

Everyday

It rains all the time, at least once a day. The cold, it passes but you never forget how you were shivering and wishing for warmth. The last time I got caught in the rain was weeks and weeks ago, with esther while we were waiting for cab- funny how I still remember it vividly. [...]

Checklist

- crash diet like mad- no rice anymore. no carls jr anymore. hello egg whites, raw veggies, tuna in water and fruits. Best of all is nothing. The porcelain god is back to haunt me.
- recover from fucking sickness
- fill in application form  done!
- pick out appropriate business attire
- [...]

I’m staying put.

I really hate guys who bring me out on dates and try to fuck me in the car after trying to make me drunk. Nice try, but sorry I can hold my fucking liquor. Too bad.
I really hate guys who text me I LOVE YOU, only they write it as ILU and say its [...]

Is it over already?

Apparently my horoscope predicted last week was, in brief a fucked up week and it really was. However, this week’s horoscope promised to be EXCELLENT since my stellar arrangements are supposed to be really awesome. Yeah right.
This week sales has been disastrous, I can’t help worrying about my paycheck- I blasted all my pay [...]

Still here.

I don’t know why, but I am simply physically exhausted. It is so tempting to call in sick. My shoulders, legs, back arms all ache so bad, like that kind of muscle ache you get when you exert yourself.
I get these aches when I get too many late nights and alcohol.