We had our first argument today- blame it on my jealous nature. Because an aquaintance may be the queen of the world but you know what? From my business point of view, “celebrity”, or what I would like to call it, “semi- famous” status quo does not help bring in the crowds. I wanted to smile when I walked off and he actually could get in the car and drive up to me within a few minutes; I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it. I was so confused, so angry, and so hurt. But it’s good, because that’s what being in a relationship is about. I was so upset in the car, but I realised this is how things are going to be. We will fight, but forgiveness is in the cards, because he’s all I’ve got and it takes both of us to make this work.
I cooked for him after we fought; soya sauce stir fried chicken wings, mashed potatoes and omelette onion rice- my chicken wings was partly uncooked. But he ate like three of them, despite being super tired he kept saying it was nice. 
Exams are up soon.
I like this kind of life with him alot. It’s simple, and I am happy. I am no longer the old angry, fucked up, cynical and lost girl.
Like the Stella Artois on your lips and a thousand things that make my heart goes Aww.
3 Comments
January 6, 2009 at 10:05 am
hello b2. i miss u. been almost a week since i last seen u. seems that u are steady with someone already huh? do come out for coffee and do some catching up with me kays. i left caesars and i dont wish to go back anymore. i detest the hypocrisy there. i love u.
January 6, 2009 at 4:52 pm
HELLO DEAR. YA I MISSED YOU TOO TTS Y I CALLED YOU TODAY. prob we meet up on sat night? my exam is on tt day, till 10pm. let me know if confirm ya. loves.
January 6, 2009 at 9:58 pm
oooookays honey. i will reserved that day for u! especially.