Becky and Eldan.
He is real. He is straightforward. He is the best to me. He is mine.
You may not like him, but I choose him, so respect my choice. He is my boyfriend, and even if you don’t like him, do you think it’s fair to criticize him like that? Do you know you hurt me alot when you slander him like that? What is your point? Is that how far our friendship has become? How come you are not on my side, but like others, chose to see what you hear, choose to be like as ignorant and shallow as them? Those who don’t know fuck about me, those who backstabbed me. How come you, as my friend, choose to be blind to my happiness? Have any one of you stopped to congratulate me? Have any one of you helped to defend me? Why is it that the moment I found someone right for me, everything else goes wrong? Why is it that my so called friends, have let me down utterly?
He is the reason why I no longer feel so lost and sad. He is the reason why I feel so safe at night. Those panic attacks, are no longer here. He makes me discover a side of myself that I never knew existed. He teaches me what a relationship is about. He makes me, this spoilt girl do household chores. He makes me study way in advance for my exams, for my good. I learn from him as much as he do from me. I understand him completely. He makes me complete. He is the reason why I learn something new everyday. He is the reason why I stopped thinking about myself and think for two instead. He is why I can cook up a three course meal in the middle of the night, make breakfast in the morning after a massive hangover. He makes me feel comfortable in my bare skin and tells me I am pretty. He makes me realize I can be patient. He makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. He makes me laugh and get mad at the same time. We love dogs. He is opinionated, and so am I. We have the same faith. We are compatible in so many ways it’s scary. He drives fast like exactly how I like it. He blasts his music and so do I. We like drinking. We do things together, waking up, sleeping, eating, smoking, drinking, singing, laughing etc. We compliment each other.
He is everything I never thought I could ever have.
The list goes on, and shouldn’t you as my friend… see this too? Why am I seeking your approval, if in the first place, you never even considered, my feelings at all.
